(( I dont really feel all that comfortable at the writing process itself, but I wish to get better at it, so theres nothing else to do than to try, and make a little journal detailing my characters life. This is a look into Fabians Life. For those that havent met him, the avi name is "Gorthin Kondor" ))

It seemed he had found a pretty little thing called love in this dump of crack den city. He had absolutely no idea what to do with this warm feeling, other than to hang around the root of it, a freaking hot woman called “play” he had met, or well. Who approached him for a cigarette after he had verbally assaulted a daily grind clerk for giving him way too many choices of accessories to go with an odd piece of bread called a “bagel”?

Now the good old Fabian chap had never really been in love before, only crushes that was highly influenced by the constant sexual imaginations that roamed his mind 24/7. At first play was nothing but an ass that had to be groped and penetrated to him, just like any other hot bitch he has had in his life, but as they continued to run into each other over the following days she kinda grew on him.

Now, the women in this place were many, hot and very lacking in sexual pleasure it seemed, as he had gotten tons of offers already. The most memorable being this black chick named “Ney-Ney”. He had really been a tough guy around her, insulting her on many occasions, even turning down her offers saying he was in no mood for any form of charity cunt. Though at the time if that brainless clinging boyfriend type of hers had not been there he would gladly tap it. The women sure were fine, but he only wanted to be with play for some odd reason, and it had to be because of that trashy romantic thing called “love” he had heard people around him all his life succumb to.

Dosed out on liquid morphine because he had been stabbed right after picking a fight with people he didn’t even know a few days prior had helped him tear down some of that tough guy façade any ghetto gangster cling on to like a little five year olds teddy bear. He had simply told play that he was in love with her. Or well, he said straight out “I love you”, which to any experienced lovers would be odd after only a few days, but it was what it was in Fabians mind. It was like he couldn’t even remember what his drive in life had been before he had kissed her, and now he couldn’t even imagine a life without her. He had considered the possibility of some odd black voodoo magic being in place here or something for him to be tender with her, like he had never tried with anyone.

At the time, that they were at the pier where he told her how he felt, she had not told him the same back. She said she needed time and all, which he had promised to give her, though there was something in his mind that keep repeating itself. Could she be using him or something? Not having any clue that it probably just was like any other man in love, feeling slight vulnerable, and a bit unconfident. Fabian had applied at the police force of this new city, and had also told her that if it were a thing that could keep them from being together, he would drop it. Now, what an amazing girl right, as she said he shouldn’t give up his dreams, and that they could still be together. Though something was still bothering him about her. She seemed to focus a lot on him becoming a cop, and either the girl had some hot fantasies about being cuffed in bed, which for the record he wouldn’t mind doing at all, or she could simply see other benefits in him being on the force. She was a gang girl after all, and maybe there was an ulterior motive to having a friend in high places, perhaps even one she could control. She could just be wanting him to be happy too of course, but all in all. This relationship was confusing as hell, and very complicated.

To make things worse, the guy that had stabbed him, seemed to be Plays best friend, a guy named Ellis, and in some lovers psychosis he had promised Play to have a talk with Ellis to meet him on common ground, when all Fabian really wanted was to crack open his skull with a crowbar and piss on his brain. He had made a promise nonetheless, and wanted to keep it, so he went to have a chat with Ellis when he saw him working at the Gein, and suggested that Ellis took a break and meet him in the alley when he could. Now of course this shit had to become even more complicated as the cops suddenly showed up to arrest Ellis, positioning them just in front of Fabian in the back alley, and what happens? Ellis looks out the backdoor of the burger join seeing Fabian with the cops. Could this shit just get any worse?

What a week he had in his new home, despite the joyful pleasure when in the company of Play. When he thought it couldn’t possibly become any worse, the douche bag named “Fate” bit him in the ass and served him a cold one.