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19 | Bisexualʟ | Scorpio | Single

💛 CD:ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴀ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴsʜɪᴘ.
💛 CD:Fʀɪᴇɴᴅsʜɪᴘs needed (connections and story plots open (need family, friends from childhood (tweety- ect.) IM if interested-.

From the earliest moment in my life that I could remember I was never happy, I could count on my hand the few times I was happy- my 7th year birthday and when my friend tweety-bird gave me her favorite Barbie doll, also the time my father said he loved me before he ran out on us- that's it. I was born in Washington D.C, we lived in those small- cramped basement apartments with the little bar windows that showed the street above your head. I would look up at that window and wonder if people knew we were down there- (there were stairs leading down but as a kid you feel small and hidden.-
I remember my mother telling me the story of when a bullet fell through our roof when I was a baby. Our neighborhood was dangerous, sirens blared every-night. My mother was preparing food for me, she aid she put me in my high-chair and left to go to the sink where she washed my bottle. There was a Meth lab above us and we could hear banging and yelling all the time from above. As my mother washed my bottle she said she felt an urge to move me closer in my chair to her- and as she moved me a bullet fell from the roof wit ha sharp bang just as she moved me to the sink. My mother said if she hadn't moved me, if she hadn't felt that urge to bring me closer that I would be dead, shot through the skull before the age of two. I guess I've always been lucky when it comes to escaping death and yet I tease fate...

The dragon I chased was of coke and monetary gain. In my intent on seeking happiness I turned into my mother but now as the years have past I save my money and hope to open up my own business, I do what I have to do and eventually moved to Hathian and learned a way to wash what money I get from those who get it the hard way. Maybe I can find a place to put my skill to use and get the life I want for myself...the life I deserve.