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RIP, Sadie. Very sorry for what he put you through.
RIP, Sadie. Very sorry for what he put you through.
Dear Jessi,
I admit it. I am truly surprised. I believed you when you wrote that your last letter was your final letter. I suppose I’m used to friends leaving me even after they say they’ll stand by me forever. I don’t blame anyone of my friends for doing that. I “left” them, through my actions. Still, it leads me to see “forever” as a matter of…[Read more]
Dear Jessi,
I am quite sad that I have read your final letter to me. It pollenated so many more questions. I am sure that any answers to those questions would have, in turn, given flower to more questions. So it goes when love blossoms. But I should never have lost sight of the reality that I will have only Empty Gardens.
Thank you for reminding…[Read more]
i’ve been in prison for five years.
Dear Jessi,
Hi. I tuned out there for a while. After my last letter to you, it was hard not to let the walls start to drizzle so the rain came in and I took a storm for how long I don’t know when. It all sounded an age or two. White noise is like that. Without the black to border it, it is a clock face without marks or hands.
So, a while…[Read more]
Dear Jessi,
I can identify with trying to love too many. I’m not just alluding to my mental disorder that makes me believe I feel the pain of the world. Though, there is that. I am just saying that I was always a very sociable and earnest person, who became deeply invested in helping people. It is easy for a person like you and I to be lost in…[Read more]
Dear Jessi,
I am hungry. I am starved to be someone else.
You are entirely right that I left an empty garden. I did not weed out tears. I sowed them. I had to. The Monster told me that if I did not bring the Worst into the world, then the world would end.
I know you do not believe me. Believe this: The powers that steer the course of the world…[Read more]
Dear Jessi,
Hello, you again! You can be you again for as many agains as you would like. Your letters have invented a new kind of sunrise for me.
I am elated that you are happy, delighted that you’re elated, and happy that you’re delighted. I am exuberant, effervescent and even ecstatic at times. They would prefer I refrain from dem…[Read more]
Dear Jessi,
Hi to you! I was so excited to receive your letter. I sniffed it and everything. It lives under my pillow like Peter Rabbit’s little siblings did under their hill. I hope you approve of that as a good home.
We will dispense with the formalities and bound, toes curled in mid-flight, to the pleasantries. Yes, I will be your pen pal. Y…[Read more]