August 31st, 2015

I wonder if your looking down at me right now. What your thinking. If your proud, disappointed. All I can hope and pray for is it isn’t the latter.

I dyed my hair.

Embrace the Red.. Reminds me of the blood I’ve lost. The blood that’s been shed from my family, my loved ones. The blood that motivates me to go on.

I’ll see you soon, Ellie. You have no idea how many people are looking for you. How many people love you when you thought you were alone, silly girl. I have so many things to tell you that I hadn’t before. Ram met with Zero, if all goes as planned then I will see you today. If not, then I’m coming for you. Be stubborn and hold on.