Mood: Lonely
Status: Hungry
Currently Listening to: Trash - KoRn.

I got out of town, and have been living in this new place for about a week now.. No one has bothered me, one person has talked to me. I know I wanted to be left alone at first, I didn't want people to try to be my friend, because I would be afraid that I'd have to answer questions. But now that I'm here... I realize I don't want to be alone, I miss the few friends I had back home, hell I even miss my asshole of a father, he wasn't nice, but at least he was there. Now-a-days I just walk to the Grind, grab a coffee, watch people.. then go back to my hotel room, not talking to anyone. I wish I could be like other people and just walk up to them and speak. But I can't.

My 22nd birthday is in 8 days.. and I already know how I'm going to spend it.. I'm going to go buy a bottle of cheap booze somewhere, and drink it all by myself in my hotel room. Maybe I should go on one of them damn sites and find a friend.. ya. I know how lame that is. ugh. That's all for now.