As Jiro made his way back to the shared home of Voltiel's, hand would move to remove wig, skirt and shirt taken off in haste, panties removed before taking a shower, normal male attired brought upon himself as he moved towards the suitcase he had left in the closet. Eyes searching to make sure Voltiel wasn't around, he would reach into the deep end of his suitcase, feeling along for a thin cut before pulling it opened, a pink notebook held deep within pulling it out with a pen attached to the side. He would move to take his seat, book resting down as he began to write down thoughts as they flourished his mind.

The only way I can keep my mind sane from the pure stupidity I run into here is to help document my thoughts in an orderly fashion here. Otherwise borderlines between what I should know, and what "Bella" knows will intertwine and lead to useless information. Reminder to document all that is learned and found here.

9/9
I met the woman I stabbed, I remained quiet as I wasn't sure what personality I will end up giving this persona. She seem'd in pain, mental state unknown. Only talked with a brief cup of coffee, nothing worthwhile the woman was oblivious to my looks yet suddenly got up and moved away. I assume she either recognized me, had suspicion or bad memories show up. I'm not sure but it only means the disguise is not optimized yet. I will do tonal training, and watch more woman videos to study their behavior their pattern.
9/10
Watched many Gilmour girls, High School Musical, Glee, Bad Girls and other female high school movies. I went to the web to google out personalities that make an oblivious girl, my mind can not handle this much more but I must endure. I believe I have learned, I have practiced, my voice is perfect as it is but I must me more soft spoken, I have to study mor einto the situation. The panties feel bizarre but that may be due to housing a penis, and not a vagina. I can only hope this ends without any rape involved.

9/10 Part 2 - Finished Thoughts
Finished up my twenty four hour binge learning, christian, virgin, hates drugs, oblivious to all around, make up words, act like a clutz. Sunshine and rainbows, Little Big pony, anime, and video game fan. I will refer to this and will have to play catch up as much as I can.

9/11: The Test: Results
Met a really stupid looking girl on the beach and a pervert, nothing special about either of them, both smoke weed, and both are pokemon fanatics, it seems befriending them may be the best way to keep the disguise up. I will have to start studying pokemon and Yugioh due to claims I made of being addicts of both. These two disgust me..they are just so plain, so boring. Perhaps I should teach one of them what life really holds in store...no if they can point me out it'll ruin everything. I have to be diligent and preserve myself. Overall neither suspected me to be a male. However I doubt their minds are evolved enough to even know what a transgender is. The male is apparently a "Psychedelic Trance" artist, whatever that is. Suppose I will have to look up his work, other girl doesn't have a job only hangs around with friends and the pier, useless bitch. Their names are not worth mentioning here.