OOC NOTE: Diary written in an old recepie book that can be found inside the D8 House which Emmy Lives.

IC:

I am starting to forget things

I am told that, it's natural to forget certain things, especially as time heals us... But I don't want to forget.

My Mother For example. I am forgetting what she looked like, How she spoke to me. I am forgetting her.

I have spoken to many people about their mothers in Hathian. The ones who had whores for mothers had an anger.. Like they were ashamed of who they had come from. I don't. I am not ashamed of who she was, I loved her. But I hated that I wasn't part of them.

My Family.

My Family that has been torn apart.

I am clinging to the last shreds of who we were and maybe one day we could get to where we were before... But I doubt it.

How do I get them back?

I am starting to forget things.

The Doctors say it's a side effect of the injury to my head...

What a surprise another head wound in hathian.

One of my own family members gave it to me. But someone else took him away.

He was never Mine to begin with I guess.

Or am I not really theirs?

I am starting to Forget