/me from the state of Alabama and now finding myself smack dab in the Vodou region in a small Crack house. A divorced father of 3 boys and happily single for the time being. Loved my beautiful wife until alcoholism turned her into a monster that I could not bear to come home to anymore.  Confided in my best str8 married buddy and now after a couple drunken evenings with him am confused as to my sexual identity (I kissed a guy and I liked it). Actually I did more than kiss him. Left the military after two tours in Afghanistan and with everything that has occurred, I'm having the hardest time convincing myself that I have any real reason to continue on in this life.  Got a Job as a Bouncer/Security guard at a gay bar named Howlers. Where is this headed?  Somebody please just hit me with a pipe!