Hey, Takashi,

I'm in the hospital again. Wouldn't be surprised if you had something to do with it, I know you're a vindictive little spirit. Don't blame you though. I'd probably haunt you, too, if it had been me.

Got shot. It's funny though, it doesn't hurt much. I'm on a lot of meds, the good stuff. Sorta feel like my body is floating, I can feel the pain? But I'm not attached to it. As sucky as getting shot was? I still think getting bitten and having flesh ripped off was the worse feeling. Ugh. I still have nightmares with that.

Things are so weird but while I'm in the hospital? I feel really happy all the time. Probably the drugs, but it's nice! I'm not afraid, I'm not worried, I'm not stressed, I'm not freaking out over getting touched, it's very relaxing. I had a lot of people visit, that was really nice. Sorta felt like I actually had a whole bunch of friends and no one was using me for something.

Well, except little Weiyuan, who after a lot of names, I've dubbed Mighty Mouse. I mean, he's little.... but he's got a lot of spunk to him. Could almost see him in a little cape jumping off the bed to go save the day or something. He beat me. Blamed me for his partners death. And now? Because he totally had a hard on for Liam and Mars... we're adopting him. Weird how things like that work out, isn't it? Pretty sure he'll become their own private little love toy or something.

I met a girl. She's older than me. Tried to hook her up with my friend Michi, but ... he hasn't gotten back and I don't know. I really like her. I don't know if anything would ever work out cause ......... after the last several months girls really kinda freak me out anymore, but I know that we've got a hell of a bond. Things just clicked! Stop laughing at me, you fucker. I'm not gay, that was you. Shut up.

I think even you'd think she was pretty. And she's a serious power house, just full of energy. It's awesome.

Going to go to the college and pay a tuition as soon as I'm out of the hospital. Liam said he'd help me out with it so I don't have to ask my dad. Maybe I'll stay out of trouble now? Maybe?