sept 12 or is it 13th

People say I am a liar, that I am manipulative.that is bullshit. It does not change how I feel about my living situations. When a person feels alone, feels like someone is working too much, feeling trapped, it doesn't change. They don't understand I deal with this day in and day out. They were not there when Apollo drank and drank after Rose was put on life support in the hospital.The looks he gave me because I reminded him too much of my adoptive mother. the fact he said to me as I confronted him about it that I could do it on my own that I was big enough, as he stood there, watching me skin and bones at 12 years old. To be called a liar about that, liar about nearly dying cause I starved cause I didn't know how to cook on my own a deaf child. Torn out of boarding school. People need to but out .So what I saw my adoptive mom at work...I never said she was abusive....I said she worked a lot I didn't see her a lot at home. Drew jsut about the same amount. Well, excuse me for not being able to communicate my words right.

It is people like her people who butt in that make me just want to take my pills and be done with shit. No wonder i am done with families. They change !