Reign tapped at his keyboard and stared at the laptop screen with a frown. Nothing interesting had happened to him since his divorce, nothing ever did anymore and he actually missed that aspect of his life. He sighs and rests his hand on his cheek, giving his keyboard bemused taps with one finger and watches as the keys type random letters onto the open word page. Eventually he huffs, straightens and closes his laptop with a grunt. He checks his twitter through his phone.... nothing interesting happening. It was a lot more fun when people were attacking one another! He puts his phone down with an annoyed "Fuck you!" and eventually opens his laptop once again. After much hesitation he types in:

Aug 26th
I cant say I dont miss the past.
Who the fuck am I kidding??
As much as I don't mind this, going to work, looking after the kids, doing NORMAL dad stuff, a part of me does miss it. My whole life ive been fucked over by others. Not that I haven't done a lot of the fucking over either. I mean, ive had my fair share, but for once I had found someone who understood me, kept me in line and made sure I wasnt wasting my time with being a drunk. Someone who cared about me, about Laura.
It was someone who didn't care about my bad side, she only saw good in me. So why the fuck did I leave her? I'm so stupid! So very fucking stupid! There's no going back now tho, I cant just pretend everything didn't happen. I miss my other kids. Kirv, she's just a temporary, only stepping in when its convenient for her. Laura loves her very much, hard to explain it all but basically, she was there as Laura grew, always giving her what she never had...not that she didn't once I had gotten married! I don't know..I don't get why she had done what she did....suppose she was just..comfortable with Kirv....
Its hard to stay away from the bottle but im sober and still going strong. Proving that I can be a damn good dad. Im doing this for my girls.
Months pass, the journal is untouched until Reign finally decides to do so:
Broke the TV. Not my fault the stupid music clip show decided to make me feel all sentimental! Damn Cindy Lauper and her stupid song about time. My remote control slipped out of my hand...and yes i have anger issues, so fucking sue me!
Got no job but that's okay, I can survive until I get another. Been applying to other hospitals but they seem to know about my bedside manner. Girls are rebelling at a young age, I'm so proud. Still miss you, you would know how to fix it all.