((below is a private journal entry of Sunhi May 27, 2010 - written while sitting in the library of Seaside))

I totally messed up! I cannot believe that I fucking messed up in front of Tony. Okay, let me first start by saying that I was only trying to help that fucking little bitch. Her and her fucking need for blankies nearly got me put out on the streets again. Yeah Tony was really nice about it; but like, who wants to be around someone who is causing trouble and shit, right? That is why Onyx say she put my ass out. Anyway, the little bitch didn't have no parents with her and come dragging her ass into the Grind whining and shit for blankies. I figured if the bitch need blankies there are plenty of them at the Kid's home, so I went and told Tony about it. Why the fuck did I do that? You would think that I fucking spit on the little brat they way everyone came running to her rescue. Why the fuck didn't anyone come running to MY RESCUE when I needed it!! Anyway I've been trying real hard to be right, to be better around Tony; but last night I just fucking went over the edge. It seems that no one appreciates my efforts to be helpful in this fucking town!!!

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