It's been a while
but my head I keep high
no wait, that's a lie
cause I keep it all inside
When he told me I didn't know
what to think, to feel like so?
Didn't believe anything at all
Should I have stayed? I don't think so.
I remember when I left
everything inside was mess
the drive was long, I don't recall
only pain, that's what I left for
She's an angel and a devil
knows my heart as if she's had it
When I look at you I see good
and cute and sweet. And bad, too.
Momma said she knew it all
she said If he was here? he would have known
And all I feel I keep inside,
who needs to know and why?
I hear her crying and I think of me
when I rode the bus away from him
My angel won't cry for him though, never
Not for his absence, not for that stupid fever
She wants all but I give more
I've never loved someone more before
And my head I still keep high
and that's no lie, nah, no lie, nah nah.