Dear Dad

Hey, I miss you sooo much. I sent Ema to live with some relatives I found in New Orleans, I visit her whenever I can, but it's kind of hectic, workin' more than one job to pay for bills and stuff. When I'm at a better place, I'll get her back, I promise.

I had a cool 18th birthday with Bruce, and our friend Kirvi had a party for us, it was great, OH and Auntie Iokko is back in town, I'm glad.. it's good to know that I have some family around. Also, I've seen Delphine, River's daughter? .. your daughter, she's a cute little thing, and I think I'm going to try my best to be a big sister to her.

With you gone, I have noone to keep me on the right path, and I know I'm doing wrong, but I can't stop. I'm turning into someone you wouldn't approve of, and as much as that hurts me, I just can't stop from doing the things I'm doing, it helps me feel better. Shit, I even drink now.

My life isn't all bad though, Bruce proposed to me the other day, the ring is beautiful, and I know he'll treat me right. I know you probably don't approve of me getting married, especially since I'm only 18, but I really do love him, Dad.

Anyways, hope you've beaten up the most dominate dude in there, so you're not someone's bitch (Just kidding.) Love you - Siddalee.