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((Notes to accompany Lila's smartphone painting, stored on that same phone)).
This probably won't make much sense. I'm in the hospital, not working, but as a patient. I'm still not sure what happened except that I was shot from behind. There was this mess I walked into at Lou's? Crazy mess. One woman bleeding out, another one getting assaulted by a guy gone crazy. I think they're both here too? But the curtain's up. Alone with all these people here.
I haven't heard from Alcide in over weeks.
I don't want to write about that.
I've been thinking about the past lately, like a dead thing in my stomach.
I don't want to write about that either.
I hate feeling sorry for myself. I have "I told you so" looping through my head, like a laughing mouse. Or maybe that's the Dilaudid. I don't know. I just know I need to stop it.
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