From the desk of: Roxanne Meiler

Roly!

Its indescribable how much I miss you right now! Every minute I am thinking about you and the good times we had in Hathian together. I am so pissed at my dad I could kill him! I dont know why he thinks I will be better off here, with out you....You're the air in which I need to breathe!!! School here is ok, I guess...I mean the teachers are all decent enough, though I -hate- my therapist...she thinks I dislike her because she has to pry into my life..I hate her cause she looks like a fucking tramp nosey ass bitch. Pisses me off that she thinks that she can ask me whatever she wants and because she has a degree, that makes it ok. Whatever, I dont want to talk about her baby, she aint worth the ink in this pen!

I got a roommate, her name is Sera. She's real cool n stuff, I think you'd like her. We dont talk much, well, she doesn't...I talk more than her...at first I didnt think she liked me, but she totally stood up for me in front of the "Popular" girls, not that I needed her to...you know I can take care of myself when it comes to cunts. I hate not being number one at this school, it totally throws me off balance. Most of the time everyone loves me, but all they do here is turn their noses up at me and call me "Orphan Annie"....stupid fucking school, they tossed out all of my old clothes cause they werent appropriate and made me wear some fuckin stupid old ass uniforms from like the 1950's or some shit...Dad blackmailed me and forced me to be good here....So, because I have been behaving, I got some new cute clothes...not really my style but its better than the damn pleated skirts and tapered khaki pants...

ANYWAYS, I am so sorry baby...I dont wanna complain to you, I wanna tell you good things and make it seem like everything is ok here, but its not...because I am with out you. Everything would be so much easier if you were here with me. I dont think my dad realizes how much we mean to one another, he says I'm too young to know what love means...but fuck him, cause if I know one thing, I know that I love you...

Hopefully your peers in Hathian are treating you good! Did you ever go out for the football team? Are you attending class? Please tell me you arent robbing anyone or any stores?

Give a hello and a hug to Verbil and Logan for me!! I Miss my friends!!!

Miss you the most, boo!

Love,
Roxy