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kuruptd residentsaidSo I been feeling a lotta shit lately, and read somewhere that apparently writing down my feelings is supposed to help. I dunno how that makes sense, it's just a pen and fucking paper dude..and now I'm here writing down the shit happening in my life in a book. I bet who ever finds this eventually will just be laughin their big fat ass off. Who ever you are, fuck off. Stop reading before I make your asshole whistle. Anyways, I'm supposed to write down what happened to me, right? Okay, well here it goes. I dated Rachell in secret. I fucked her..in secret. A lot of times. Never thought I'd actually take such a liking to a bitch old enough to be my Mom, but I dunno..I slept with my sister on a nightly basis for a long time. Not nearly as bad as sleepin with someone twice my age. Things between her an I didn't work out though, and we split..then stopped talking for a little while. Not too long after, we started talking again and I came over to visit. We fucked, obviously. Turns out that I knocked her up in a bush. What was APPARENTLY THE DAY AFTER (tho I remember it differently..but whatever. Bitch) I went on a date with Ema in the Twister. We talked for a while, then started making out. Almost had sex right there in the club, but instead all I got was a look at them tits. Didn't take long before I got in her pants though. She seemed to bring out the good side in me. People were starting to talk to me again and shit, but it felt weird. Like I told her just the other day, I don't think nice really is me. I mean..just look at my Dad. Could swear my destiny is to be an asshole forever. And no, I ain't planning to marry OR fuck my daughter. If I have one. I dated Else four years ago. Not counting my sisters and Dad, no one knows that her and I spent a good year right at each others sides outside of Hathian. Though she definitely has some downfalls, the time I was in a relationship with the bitch was probably some of the most fun I've had. Fucking her on top of a cop car dressed in a bunny suit, torturing Mafioso's in the sewers, and just fucking shit up. I know it's not probably the smartest of my choices, but I think this might just be the chick I stick with. Life is short; have fun with it. But..that ain't cover it all. These past few months have just been shit piling on top of shit. I just got out of jail for fucking up a cop car with the Syndicate, which was definitely worth it. Not worth all the broken bones that came after, but ah well. They'll heal up, then I'll get my revenge. I do love Ema. And I love Else. I guess writing this did kinda help after all..this pain I been feeling is conflict. Here I been hopping between women in search of which one seems to be the most fun..Rachell, Bailey, Ema, Else. It's time that I just chose one and took off. |
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