*written in Esmeralda’s diary, a pink monstrosity shaped into a heart with two kittens on the cover*

To do:

- Buy new diary (sorry mom)
- Get Oscar to move in with me
- Get Dan killed ((A double strike through can be seen over those words))
- Let go of the past
- Figure out what to do with life

Yesterday I did something illegal.

Well I didn’t kill anybody or anything! Or set a building on fire (although that’s something I would NEVER do…)!

No yesterday I… left from the Gein without paying for my burger.

I know, pretty gangsta right? And earlier on I did the same thing at the Daily Grind.

It all happened without me planning it though, I just forgot my wallet at home and the manager was nice enough to let me leave without paying (although he took down my name and expects me to come back and pay for it). But then… I dunno.
I just wanted to experience the strange rush again.
That’s when I went to the Gein and I managed to get away. Mind you, the server tried to run after me but I don’t really think he put his heart into it.

It’s nothing and yet… it’s everything. For a small town girl like me it felt illicit, it felt exciting, it felt like unharmful fun. Never did anything like that before.
Well if you don’t count what Dan made me do of course…

It felt like freedom.