My life has just been one giant up and down. From the time my parents disowned me over the tragic car accident that cost me the life of my 5 year old sister. Up until now, where I am now making a pact with the Hell's Saints to track down and hurt the people that tore my life apart here in Hathian. I feel as if I am standing at a cross-road.

On the left, my old life, where I was a Cop and good man just trying to defend the people in this city.

On the right, the path I am now on, I am as crooked and wild as any other man here in Hathian. Violent, corrupt, down right evil...but am I doing it for the right reasons? I want to protect the ones I care most for. I can only say right now I have 2 maybe three friends in Hathian.

SunHi Gavilan would be the one I could consider maybe best friend. She's giving me shots that I thought I'd never be given. She was also the one who found me at HPD dumped in a wheel barrow after being tortured for a god damn week. When it all comes down to it, I trust her with my life.

Ellie Oval, once my fiance, now a close friend who I can talk to. I wouldn't give her up as a friend. She's been there as a guide for me. Maybe once this insanity is done with, maybe we can get back together? That's if fate decides to follow that course, for all I know? That can change in a heart beat.

And Toni, SunHi's daughter. Yeah it's odd to be considering a child a friend but I find her a warm light. Something that reminds me of what I used to be? I'd do anything to protect those 3. I'd give my life if I needed to, lets just hope it doesn't come to that.

I saw Sun last night at the Hospital...It was different...I never saw her to be as....soft as she was. Not a bad thing, but I was a little confused. She talked to me in a soft voice, wiped my tears, hell even hugged me when I told her about my sister. I don't know what's going on, all I know is that I might have feelings for her that I shouldn't have, she's bloody married!