http://www.thecrackden.com/discuss/viewtopic.php?f=25&t=3082&p=16364#p16364 - for the intro.

Amy sits at the desk i the PD station waiting for a call or the radio to go off. She was bored and had forgotten her book. she stares at the computer. She hated them and they hated her but maybe it could become useful. She thinks maybe now she'd starts to write things down. Keep track of things. Get her thoughts and feelings down and out of her head. She sighs and starts to type.

" Well I don't know how to starts so i will just write .. My name is Amy. I am 22 years old. I work the dispatch at the station. It's been slow. I am bored. I thought just may .. writing like i did when i was young would help. My mind gets cloudy and haze at times. No, i don't do drugs and i drink much or often. I barely eat. I know that is bad, but .. I just don't know .. I don't know why i don't eat much. I have lost some weight tho. Not much or enough. "
Pauses as she writes to answer a text.

" that was my best friends Luna. She's amazing girl. she's smart and funny . I meet her a few weeks ago outside the calm. She and I shared a talk and a bag of chips. yes i ate almost half the bag . I met her before all the trouble really started.. Before .. the confusion started.. It started that night ... I saw something I shouldn't have .. something i should have run away from. I didn't i couldn't take my eyes off it. Now I get to go to court and testify. should be fun.. not .. but we'll see how it goes.. I think it's one big mess now .."

Pauses to help someone and find and officer.
" Now to the hard part. what do you do when you've been drugged and can't remember what happened? all you can find is a needle mark and have few hazy memories. I don't remember .. I don't know what happened .. just waking up naked on the bathroom floor at the TT .. what does it mean? It bothers me that i don't know what happened .. I went to the cops .. but not much they can do .. I feel so lost and confused .. Plus I have lied .. I haven't told Luna what is goin' on. I know I know i should .. she's been such a good friend to me .. I feel like crap about it .. Oh well .. I WILL tell her .. I promise ... well I should go my shift is almost over .. I think i work to much already .. but takes my mind of things .. and how lonely life if here.. i do try t o keep my head up .. but it's hard.. So much sadness and pain. It is home now .. I will get use to it .. Someday .. Well I must go .. duty calls . "

Shuts down the laptop and gets ready to go " home."