What can I say, I thought I was invincible, untouchable, unbreakable. As most think that are new to the force. In the last three weeks, I have been smashed, beaten, mentally tested, broken down, Seen some of the most fucked up cases you could think of, and some how oddly enough my co-workers act like its just another day.

I am not exactly sure what I was thinking moving here from LA to work this beat, but there is no turning back now. I am going to keep moving forward, going to keep pushing my self, I can't turn back now. I am going to protect and serve this community with everything I have. I know not everything is as straight forward in the place, I know you can't always be the "Good guy" The way these people look at us, the way the treat us, it fucking sickens me. Half of these fucking idiots that spit on us, curse us, claim police brutality, fuck them, they couldn't last a day. I may have been beat down, but I'm not broken yet.

There was a time I was happy, a time I didn't have a care, Then I put on this badge, and well there is only a few ways you can master the monsters of this city, make the monsters fear you, and fear me they shall.

-Senizen-