Maple Lake Academy for Young Women

So, I fuckin go off on my newly found dad...and he fuckin moves me across the goddamned country to this East Coast ALL GIRLS school! WHAT THE FLIPPIN FUCK? I am a goddamned SAINT comapared to the rest of my fuckin class at Seaside and somehow I am the one who gets punished? Everyone I ever called family has been ripped away from me! They literally uprooted me and dumped me off where the rich bitches gather....Dad made some comment on how much it costs to send me here...how its going to be good for me...teach me to trust women or something stupid like that...I know he is just trying to keep me away from the opposite sex, which is stupid because I told him I havent even kissed a boy yet so he has nothing to worry about!

I CANT LIVE WITH OUT MY ROLAND!

I am a damned good kid!! Well, I was. Ever since I got here I have been trying to get my ass expelled....fuck I even lit up in my bedroom, right under the smoke detector so I could set off the alarm and everything....Totally worth it to see the stuck up snobs all wet, screaming and crying like the babies they all are. But, as fun as it is, none of it seems to be working! The teachers just keep taking away privileges and grounding me...which is fine since I dont socialize anyways and I have this new journal to keep me busy. It's only good thing they haven given me here....seriously...who wants to talk with peers who all think and know they are better than you? Can you believe they took my clothes? The principal, Mrs.LaVoy, said it was all inappropriate and since I had literally nothing left they gave me some old uniforms which look...terrible...not to mention its just one more reason for the girls here to make fun of me....not that I let them...they try to talk down to me and I just outsmart them with a better comback, which, is not hard to do. Dad says he will go shopping for me and bring me some new and more fashionable attire, though knowing him, it wont be any time soon..especially with a pregnant girlfriend who is due in the next couple of months....

How is me being here going to help my relationship with my dad? Im not with him at home, where I should be...learning how a real family works. Instead, I am here...being herded around like cattle and learning how to shove a stick properly up one's anal canal.

I miss my Roland, I miss Logan and Verbil....I dont wanna be here...I don't care how much potential they see in me, or how much Dad thinks this will help me to have a better life....I want my old life back....