(Ledgar Entries from Jace. His thoughts.)

Night 12:23 am

As i sit here on my couch, Looking at the view from my penthouse. I start to think about the old days, How i started here in Hathian. Right out of.. Jail, i came to find Jake Khun. But i was easily distracted by love. I was focused on my only addiction, addison. But now i can hear my wife, sleeping upstairs in the upper levels of the Penthouse. It was ironic how we met. A simple burgerly became something more then money. That night was definity intresting. But i was out of it anyways. Being shot and doped up, was something i couldnt avoid. Sometimes taking a bullet to save your sister is something that has to be done. Its just how my head works. I knew i had to save her, So taking a bullet was deemed worthy.- Last night.

Morning- 6: 10 am

I was about to leave back into hathian, taking my old caddilac, but something told me to talk into this book again. Ive been thinking about maximus the last few days, after he almost died. Ill try my best to help him, but theres only so much i can do. Sometimes Life makes People go crazy.... I would know. Being locked up since i was 18 years old, I try to remember my childhood. But i cant, Its like i blocked it out. But obviously i did something bad. I try not to think about it. I have a lovely wife to take care of, and hopefully a son to think about. The things i do.. For both of my families. I do for the future. Sure i am young. But i dont want my son to end up like me. Killing people for a living isnt the best for the soul. Sometimes i question if i have one anymore. I guess its better then talking in code anymore. Who am i kidding. I love this life, Its not about money with me. Its the Flick of the switchblade when i pull it. The cocking back of the gun before i take care of business. Sometimes being a family man, Can be used it several ways. Ironic enough. Pazzo

-Jace H.