I was going to use the blog to chart Taylr, but feel here is a easier place to track Taylor.

Pre-Show Nerves
June 16th 2009

Well its almost time to kick this tour off.

Am I excited? Nervous? Nauseous? Maybe all of the above..

All that i know is, in the words of Dorothy "I am a long way from Kansas", Ok - London to be precise.

The other band members seem to be adapting well to the tour bus and the Motel we found next to a record store, which was a bonus. But i still have this nagging feeling that I will fail to live up to thier expectations, that i wont be able to lead them in the manner that they expect.

they are still deeply unaware of my secret addiction, the way that i like to fly high and stay up there as long as possible. I though that this tour would give me a chance to kick the habit, but i found myself phoning old friends - practically begging them to help me, but the problem was that noone knew where the hell i was and neither did I, this place wasn't on the 1998 Map i had on the bus.

I found some relief last night in a bar called Lou's, a domestic was in place and whislt i was there a man with a russian accent was able to pass me something that restored that feeling of euphoria, complete relaxation and for a brief moment in time, i was in my "happy place"

So...tonight, the tour starts at the ALT Tower near the campus at 4pm, Am i worried about the show or my habit? I don't even know myself.....