2 days.

That’s how long I managed to keep it a secret. Fuck. Hadley saw right through me again. I can’t help that bandages are fucking itchy and I can’t sit still. My hands always have to be moving. .

She had something on her mind. I swear to god if Ellis has upset her again I’ll kill him myself. Whoever has hurt her has better run .…[Read more]

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I wanted to feel something. Anything.. I thought the physical pain would stop the mental.

I fucked up.

I can’t show anyone. Can’t tell anyone. Hadley will be upset. Jacie. Rach.

I can’t tell them I hurt myself.

I just wanted it to stop. Make the voices in my head go away. They tell me things and make me believe it.

Worthless. Stupid.…[Read more]

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I wanted to feel something. Anything.. I thought the physical pain would stop the mental.

I fucked up.

I can’t show anyone. Can’t tell anyone. Hadley will be upset. Jacie. Rach.

I can’t tell them I hurt myself.

I just wanted it to stop. Make the voices my head go away. They tell me things and make me believe it.

Worthless. Stupid. Waste…[Read more]

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I wanted to feel something. Anything.. I thought the physical pain would stop the mental.

I fucked up.

I can’t show anyone. Can’t tell anyone. Hadley will be upset. Jacie. Rach.

I can’t tell them I hurt myself.

I just wanted it to stop. Make the voices my head go away. They tell me things and make me believe it.

Worthless. Stupid. Waste…[Read more]

Page is found near the middle of the book after a bunch of blank pages.

Some blood is smeared on the edges in fingerprint marks and there are some drops of blood scattered throughout the paper.

One side has a drawing: (credits due to original artist )

Next page has a simple phrase that only says “I try so hard to help other people because i…[Read more]

This page is found on a loose leaf paper stuffed inside his sketchbook. It isn’t very guarded or hidden but he keeps the sketchbook on him at most times. Usually in his backpack. Those close to him may be able to find it if they’re sneaky enough.

(content warning : may hint or talk about suicide, self injury, depression, psych hospitals,…[Read more]

(content warning : may hint or talk about suicide, self injury, depression, psych hospitals, murder etc)

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I thought about drawing something again.  But if i do it won’t be pretty and anyone who finds it would really serve to make sure I’m committed in a psych ward.

I feel sick. I don’t want to keep doing this anymore. Part of me really…[Read more]

(content warning : may hint or talk about suicide, self injury, depression, psych hospitals)

I thought about drawing something again.  But if i do it won’t be pretty and anyone who finds it would really serve to make sure I’m committed in a psych ward.

I feel sick. I don’t want to keep doing this anymore. Part of me really wants to make sure…[Read more]

I was told, when I was still new to the sim (though not a drifter anymore), that it’s just they can’t earn street cred via medical charts, police reports, etc. I was told they could get hurt but there would be no point in them going to the hospital for it unless they found a doc willing to rp without being able to have a chart submitted. They…[Read more]

Of course the kids have knives and no one listens to instructions! “Move to the right!” as everyone stands still. “No one say a thing!” as all the kids start back talking the fuck out of the Rejects. That was great. XD

((Thanks <33 Gonna try another once Alex is able to get to his sketchbook again and isnt broken lol ))

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Love the font ya used there jackson :D)