dear diary nov 28th 2015
I had another episoded.I no longer call them blackouts, i call them what they are episodes.Not seizure ones but ones that i act weirdly.Lot of stress lately. Right now i am keeping a secret from Ren. My pregnancy is not going so well, well the babies are fine but i am not. I fear that this most likely will be my last…[Read more]
october 22 2015 again
Sitting in the pumpkin patch. Had coffee with my sister. I had to make her believe that i am okay.I am not . Not in a long shot.
I am jealous of my sister…I mean not of what she went through but what she has now. Despite her being as messed up in the head as I am she has one thing i don’t have and probally never…[Read more]
Kat sits in the twister with a small notebook she pulls out of her purse , taking a pen she would sip on her coffee listening to the music about her
Dear Diary,
I am not much for english writing or making sense but no one but myself will read this so who gives a shit. Lately my health has been the shits. I been in and out of hostipals so much…[Read more]
