Yeah it is for now. Last night I made a new friend. That was pretty awesome! Afterwards deegan and harley came around and finally showed me where the skatepark was. Its set up right and I spent a little while there last night.... and.... Who knew it was that close to home! Thats great... now I know where to go when I decide to cut!

Speaking of which. School sucks ass. The teachers cut more classes then the students. Ive been enrolled at seaside high for almost a week now. Showed up to every class. And still havent seen a teacher.

(Entry 9- March 8 ) Tessi wakes up early in the morning and brews a pot of coffee. Once she's fixed herself a mugful of steaming java juice, she sits curled up on the couch with Michelle's baby book and a pen.

Michelle,

Hmm, I don't know where to start! You're getting so big and time is moving so quickly. I want to slow it down so I can cherish every minute of that baby smile of yours! I hope you know that YOU are the highlight of Mommy's life!

Peer pressure is a bitch yanno? Like last night... I got up with my new friends deegan and harley. I've known them for a few days now and they seem pretty cool. We mostly just hang out and drink and burn. Last night we walked around hathian looking for something to get into when we came across the jolly giant again. Always cool and kick ass I asked him to grab us some beer. And of course like the awesome dude he is he did!

Been a hard few days.

I felt better after Wani left, refreshed, recharged, reminded of who I am, of my own goals and purpose. He has that effect on me, oddly, like just being around such a focused individual encourages me to hone my own.

I ran into Jonas again. He's a man I helped out a while back, him and a blonde woman who were getting harassed by this crazy man wielding an ice pick. I was outside, pulling weeds in the front yard, when I heard a motorcycle and like a dork, I thought it might be Tom, somehow magically changing his mind.

She sat bored at a coffee shop thinking about her life. "Life? What a joke!" thought to herself. She needed to get away from everything and everybody... needed new experiences, to find herself again. Did she ever know who she trully was? Always doing what others expected from her. "Not this time!" said almost out loud. She was willing to do whatever it tooks to feel something again.

Dagne was driving away after a fight with her father when her car broke and she had to stop on this dangerous city. Suddenly she realized she had to stay there and teach her father a lesson. Little did she know she was the one that is going to have to learn now.. To survive.

She left her car at the local mechanical and walked down the street looking for a place to sit and think about her future actions. She was distracted when a stranger talked to her.

Runya ranges about the old boarding house, the brick-dust a constant spill between floor boards, in corners, the cobwebs a losing battle to the spiders, triumphant. Odd how it's quickly become home, her things slowly migrating throughout, finding places, settling in.

Great... so far so bad! And I thought this could be a good time, but I was horribly mistaken. Ezio had to leave Hathian! and my life sucks, it really does. Not that I feel suicidal, maybe a little... but really I see no point in being around, going to work, keeping from drinking...etc

He had to go... Italian Army calling. And I am sure he won't come back, not even for me... I feel like someone punched a hole into my chest, I feel empty. Nothing really matters anymore...

02/26/2010
11:00pm

**sits on the bench at Seaside High School and fumbles in her bag to find her pen and her journal. She turns up the volume on her ipod and presses play, fighting back tears as the dulcet tones of Bono's voice echo in her ear, singing the words *He* once sang.**